discern

yall. i think i've lost my gift of discernment. i think it's gone. i used to be (creepily) accurate with discerning people's character.

since i've been at my job, it's all over. i can't tell a cat from a coon.

maybe it's a good thing? 90% of the patients have criminal histories. maybe God just wants me to love everyone because they all deserve to be loved? maybe he doesn't want me to sense the darkness like i used to be able to do? i'm not sure. but seriously. i don't think i have it anymore.